2012.09.04 Daddy Yah is wracked with grief Created by James on 9/28/2013 8:16:04 AM
2012.09.04
Daddy Yah is wracked with grief
by
James Robertson
Following the article on Satan's lies I responded to a few emails from people on the list and read and did NOT respond to others
There were various items, such as I regularly receive, that were full of judgment, harshness, things we are told to avoid
Then there was one from a man who I know to be very close to Yah and who I know to be in deep trouble, it referenced a website he operates -- I followed the link and found articles of judgment and great error -- I started to write to him to urge caution and to ask that he consider taking down part or all of the site
As I wrote I was wracked with grief and cried out to Yah for this man's safety
I then received a reply from one of the men on the list who intercedes for me in response to my request for intercession just posted on the list
In part I wrote the following in response to what he wrote to me
"I am wracked with grief for Daddy Yah and those few who are still at some measure close to Him, He is so lonely and I feel his loneliness now, I am wracked with sobs, tears are running down by face, Daddy Yah is SO LONELY! We must spare Him further pain, so many whom He has loved deeply have fallen away in the last few years and I have been touched by just a few, the situation is desperately sad for Him"
About eight or nine years ago I asked Daddy to teach me to love the way He loves, in the years that have followed He has brought me to a place where sometimes He permits me to feel his heart, sometimes I feel His great love, sometimes I feel His great anger, today i feel His great grief -- I have seen a number of people really close to Him fall away in the last few years, on two occassions those people were women whom He had asked me to cover and in both cases I have been wracked with my own sorrow and pain, but have not really seen how their falling away and, in one case, outright treachery and selfishness hurt Him so deeply, I now feel HIS PAIN and realize my own selfishness in only considering the pain they caused me and completely overlooking the pain they caused Him
I have to say to you, if your Daddy in heaven means anything to you right now, cry out for those who are close to Him, cry out for HIS PAIN and if you have any reason to believe you are in any shape or form one of those close one's get on your knees and implore Him to show you your sin and bring you to deep gut wrenching repentance -- I have to say to you FORGET YOUR SELFISHNESS AND YOUR HARSH JUDGMENTALISM AND HUMBLE YOURSELF BEFORE YOUR MAKER TO DO THE WORK THAT HE HAS CALLED YOU TO DO
May you feel His anquish and pain and may you commit your life anew to serving Him no matter what the cost
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