Most will find what follows challenging.  If you do not agree or do not understand rather hand it over to the Almighty Creator and ask Him to show you the truth than speak against me.  It is not uncommon for the Almighty to judge people who speak against me or curse me, some have died.

1.  Now aged 60 (November 2013).  Grew up as a nominal believer in an Anglican family, confirmed around age 13, minor experience of the Creator, assisted in church youth, called in a dream in 1972 to become a Server (Altar Boy), served till about 1978, offended by hypocrisy in church and turned back on the Creator, walked in pride and finally into adultery in 1991;

2.  1993 after adultery exposed, life in a mess, planning to kill myself, about 07h00 on Friday 12 March 1993 the Almighty spoke to me audibly and told me to call an associate, Iain Peters, Iain led me to a personal relationship with the Creator and Bible based and Spirit filled teaching, filled with Set-Apart {Holy} Spirit, speaking in tongues, water immersed.  Realized that if I had died that day I would have gone to Hell, gave the Almighty a strong commitment.  Took Bible and asked Almighty to answer all my questions.  Subsequently read the Old Testament over twenty times, New Testament over 35 times in as many translations as I could, filled about 14 books of notes, received answers to all questions.  Taught by the Almighty personally, much taught directly.  Most NOT widely known;

3.  December 1993 powerful testimony of Benny Hinn regarding His intense encounter with the Almighty.  About 03h00 morning of 2 January 1994 in bed praying to know the Almighty this way, bedroom filled with roaring sound, pressure pressing me into bed for seemed like twenty minutes, hand of Almighty.  Woke with powerful anointing for healing and to speak on behalf of Almighty.  Not accepted by church;

4.  About August 1994 in Malawi, power of the Spirit of Yah flowed through me such that almost everyone in the Assembly fell to the floor convicted of sin, next day Yah spoke through me for about three hours at a level where the only control I had was to close my mouth, no knowledge of what was going to come out of my mouth – told that this was similar to the level of anointing that Yahooshua {Jesus} walked under.  Never experienced this again;

5.  During this period the Almighty started to show me great error in the Church.  Prayed to be found a “good and faithful servant”, Father to take the people He did not want in my life out, realized Set-Apart Spirit given to lead into “ALL truth” and asked for that.  Asked Him why so much divorce;

6.  1996 Father showed wife had betrayed, she repeatedly refused to obey Him and He finally took me out of the marriage.  Miraculous confirmation of direction, later that year confirmed by eleven spokesmen {prophets}, two servants of Satan died at Yah’s hand for cursing me.  Thrown out of churches, Pastor who instigated died subsequently;

7.  About 1997 first prayed “Father show me the level of my present deception and how to correct it” and “Father judge me severely and correct me harshly that I may serve you more perfectly” – prayed this on and off since then, regularly in recent years.  Been judged on a number of occasions;

8.  Tuesday 4 April 2000 vision of a massive steel cart, Father says to be driven over the church, published message “A Vision Concerning TsaphanYahoo (= Yah has treasured) {~  Zephaniah} 1 and 3”.  The point of inception of End Time Issue Ministries and email list in which messages, inspired at some level by Father (increasingly inspired in recent years) published to a limited list of people by email see:

http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/220/2000-04-01-A-Vision-Concerning-Zephaniah-1-and-3.aspx.  In 2010 published on website, 2011 new website;

9.  Approximately June 2000 business project ended suddenly, turned to the Almighty, eight three day fasts at ten day intervals, commencement of dramatic revelation, 31 December 2000 given message “The Wrath of God for the Church” – was just starting to learn correct names.  Called into full time prophetic ministry and told NOT to tell anyone I needed money.  Lived by faith and in the period that followed wrote hundreds of articles at varying levels of accuracy -- http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articlesto2009.aspx;

10. Around April 2001 Father said “James, I have a job for you”, told me that I was at the “bottom of the barrel” and should not become proud.  Around that time shown I was a son of Moshe {Moses} through Gereshom and a Levite and that my call to this office was a consequence of my lineage and a covenant promise made by the Almighty to Moshe.  Called to deal with ALL sin and error in my life that was in any way breaking the Ten Commandments.  Had already found that Church doctrine and practice was violating all of the Commandments.  Learned that you cannot claim to truly love Yah (true Name of the Almighty) if you do NOT keep His commandments;

11. During this process Father said “read Revelation as quickly as you can and ask no questions until you are complete” He then proceeded to teach me about the end of the age and what has to happen before the return of Yahooshua.  What He taught me bears almost NO relation to what is generally taught.  During this process Father also personally informed me that the Bible was NOT His word and that Yahooshua was fully a man and that it was grievous sin to worship him.  Yah also informed me that Mohammed was His spokesman and that the people of Islam were on balance closer to Yah than the Christians.  Asked Yah to teach me to love the way He loves, was given a vision of a fat, unwashed, stinking woman and told that if I could love that woman I would understand how Yah loves because that is how He experiences the church;

12. 5 May 2003, by the Spirit of Yah called the Court of Heaven to order, called for Satan to be brought before the Court, read out the charges, secured judgment and sentence and commanded the mighty warring messengers of Yah, Michael and Gabriel, to cast Satan into the Pit for 1,000 years see:

http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/464/2013-09-07b-Satan-sentenced-to-one-thousand-years-in-the-Pit-on-3-May-2003.aspx;

13. September 2004 entered into covenant with the woman in the vision in point 11 above, she was all the things I had been shown plus fat, plain to the point of being ugly, the laziest person I had ever met, was extravagant and had a vicious temper.  I loved her for five years until I could not stand the temper, rebelliousness and extravagance any longer and Yah took her out of my life.  Yah’s love had taken on a whole new meaning, I had met the church in person and loved her.  During this period many lessons that I had learned were consolidated and settled in;

14. Since 1995 Yah progressively showed me that he created men and women such that a woman could only enter into sexual covenant union with one man (virginity) but that a man could enter into covenant with more than one woman.  Through this He also showed me that the lies relating to the relationship between man and woman resulting from the false teachings and practices relating to monogamy were responsible for grievous sin and commanded me to enter into covenant with seven woman in terms of Isaiah 4:1.  In 2009 He commanded me to do this before the end of the year and judged me for dragging my feet.  I went through a year of great torment and pain and did indeed covenant with seven women in some cases only momentarily.  One man and one woman died at Yah’s hand for committing adultery against me.  In 2010 I cried out to Him to release me and allow me to enter into a monogamous covenant.  He granted me my request but, in the process, He had shown me the level of corruption of mankind in the area of the relationship between man and woman and I had accomplished a goal that was important to Him, the fulfillment of Isaiah 4:1 in this age;

15. Also in 2009 Yah called on me to resume writing and publishing starting in earnest around the Day of Atonement, since then I have written several hundred articles with greater insight, precision and inspiration than in the earlier articles.  These articles are available at http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles.aspx and Yah says that they are anointed and suitable for reading;

16. Later in 2003 I mistakenly concluded that it was possible to send demons to the Pit for 1,000 years and so prayed accordingly when I ministered deliverance in the ensuring years.  As a consequence the demons came onto me instead of leaving.  By August 2010 I had accumulated thousands of demons but they were not touching me.  Yah opened the door for me to receive ministry from a highly anointed ministry team and in two one day sessions and a further two days nine months later was delivered of most demons as well as curses going back thousands of years were broken.  My calling and position were also confirmed repeatedly.  At Tabernacles in Jerusalem that year I was anointed as a King in the service of Yah in terms of the verse in Revelation which states that the servants of Yah will rule on earth with the anointing of the Spirit of Yah {Christ} for a thousand years.

17. It was also revealed that there were about 190 death curses invoked against me and that about 50 human sacrifices had been made against me.  Because of the manner in which Yah had taught me to walk without sin none of these Satanic forces were having any impact on me.  At the same time Yah called on me to intervene in a situation in which one of the most powerful Satanic strongmen, Molech, was in the process of killing an anointed servant of Yah, the Demon acknowledged my authority and left and the servant was restored to life;

18. Commencing in early November 2010 I embarked on seven three day fasts at seven day intervals to draw closer to Yah and for my flesh to be put to death that He might live in me by His Spirit.  I commenced writing again in earnest and also recorded a set of video teachings on “Proof of a Global Flood – Turning History on its head”  see: http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Flood.aspx

19. In late 2011 and early 2012 Yah gave me a series of visions of what is to come in South Africa and on 7 January 2012 passed judgment on South Africa after the President and leaders of the ANC offered a bull to the Ancestors (demon spirits) see:

http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/373/0999-2012-01-04-Yah-speaks-on-South-Africa.aspx

20. At the end of 2012 He gave me a comprehensive analysis of the situation in South Africa and had me publish a book and create a website http://south-africa-the-real-issues.org/  this was done in early 2013.  Later in the year He led me to call a spokesman {prophet} to gather 100,000 believing people in South Africa to turn to Yah in repentance and cry out for deliverance on 16^th December 2013, the date of the Battle and supernatural deliverance at Ncomi River (Blood River) see:

http://www.south-africa-the-real-issues.org/Gathering16Dec2013

21. After many years of learning the answer to my question in 1995 “Father why is there so much divorce in the body of believers?” I had been divorced eleven times, each time learning about different facets of the relationship between man and woman and experienced great emotional trauma.  In 2012 I entered into covenant with a very special woman, Ester, with whom I have been able to experience covenant union as Yah intended it to be and in which covenant I am greatly blessed;

22. Also in late 2010 Father instructed me to leave South Africa.  We finally relocated to London, United Kingdom, in July 2013 to commence work on the next phase of my ministry on a global basis, I have already been shown that London is one of the greatest strongholds of Satan on earth.  We are working to increase the exposure of the website and I have a backlog of several hundred articles to write on the ways of the Almighty;

23. In secular terms I have a BSc degree and a PhD in Civil Engineering and a Management Consulting business specializing in advanced methods for the optimum use of Business Information Systems and strategy as taught to me by Father http://www.james-a-robertson-and-associates.com/

In closing it is important that I make it clear that I claim that the Almighty has stated that I am the most senior emissary and spokesman {Apostle and Prophet} on earth today, that I am closest to Him because of my commitment to seeking truth and publishing it, sometimes at substantial personal cost.  He has called me His friend and He has a special resting place in our dwelling.  I have come to understand that the essence of loving Yah is to keep His Commandments and that His Commandments are NOT burdensome – one cannot truly claim to love Yah if one is not actively seeking to understand HOW to keep ALL of His Commandments AND putting that learning into practice.

That said, if you come to know me better you will learn that I really AM the “bottom of the barrel” and do NOT conform to what most people would expect of someone in this office.  I am in the office by inheritance and Yah’s grace and as a consequence of failure of those much better qualified than I am to accept the calling.  You will find that I make mistakes, I am fallible and I walk without a visible power anointing because Yah has said that were He to give me such an anointing on a sustained basis I would become proud.

My fundamental calling is to collect, collate and publish truth about the matters of Yah and make that information available as widely as possible.  Because of the mantle I wear Yah also uses me in other matters.

You will almost certainly find MUCH of what is written above difficult to believe – I strongly recommend that BEFORE you say anything against what is written that you do what you need to do to hear CLEARLY from Yah about my claims – I would suggest that you seriously consider at least a three day fast IF you are likely to interact with me to any degree and BEFORE you judge me for what is written above.

May Yah the eternally self-existing bless you and keep you and make His face to shine upon you and grant you His peace.

May Yah judge me severely and correct me harshly and show me the level of my present deception and how to correct it with regard to everything that I write and publish.

James Robertson

Emissary and Spokesman of Yah

15 November 2013

Particularly important documents:

Getting Close to Yah – Appropriate Prayer and Fasting are VITAL – the answer to Doctrinal Differences

http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/374/2012-01-05-Getting-close-to-Yah-Appropriate-prayer-and-fasting-are-VITAL-the-answer-to-doctrinal-dif.aspx

Where will YOU spend eternity? – some error re people burning in torment for eternity – now understand that they will be utterly destroyed http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/205/2011-02-18-Where-will-YOU-spend-eternity.aspx -- I recommend that you download the pdf

Seek Truth NOT Error http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/456/2013-05-01-Seek-truth-NOT-error.aspx

What is the Origin and Purpose of Man – Creation versus Evolution http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/206/2007-10-01-What-is-the-origin-and-the-purpose-of-man-creation-versus-evolution.aspx again I recommend the pdf

Hundreds of other documents on the website many of which are important in diverse ways if you are seeking to draw close to the Almighty Creator

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In response to an article on another list I received the following:

“Jou laaste opmerking  ("IF you are without sin Satan cannot touch you.")  is weereens gevaarlike woorde.  Ons het maar almal 'n geraamte in die kas of 'n doring in die vlees, want as jy sê jy het GEEN sonde, het NIE die Messias nodig nie en daarby is jy 'n leuenaar.  Ja, dit is ook so dat ons moet HARD poog om die Wette en instruksies van die Oppergesag na te kom, maar net met jou gedagtes kan jy ('n paar keer per dag) maklik sondig...”

ENGLISH:

“Your last remark ("IF you are without sin Satan cannot touch you.") is again dangerous words.  We all have a skeleton in the cupboard or a thorn in the flesh, because if you say you have NO  sin, then you have no need of the Messiah and thereby you are a liar.  Yes, it is also so that we must try HARD to keep the Laws and instructions of the Higher Authority, but just with your thoughts you can easily sin (a few times a day) …”

This raises an extremely challenging point but a point that is absolutely critical in understanding how it is possible to walk with the Creator in this age.

In what follows I have shared personal details that it seems necessary to share in order to answer the question.  I ask you to bear with me on this.

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Thank you …

Yahooshua stated that he was “the way” the example

He stated that we would do the SAME AND GREATER works than he did

He stated that we were given the set-apart – that is Qodesh {holy} Spirit of Father to lead us into ALL truth

Yahooshua lived and died without sin therefore it IS possible to emulate him

We may NOT get it right every second of every day BUT Yahooshua died so that we ALWAYS have an advocate to intercede for us PROVIDED WE REPENT

AND he died so that for those who TRULY SEEK that level of relationship with the Almighty there IS chesed, lovingkindness {mercy and grace} AS we grow in this journey

I started to seek ALL TRUTH in 1995 AND prayed to be found “a good and faithful servant on the Day of Judgment” and many other prayers that are on my ministry website http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/421/2012-10-01-Prayers.aspx  and on the Covenant Gathering page http://www.south-africa-the-real-issues.org/Gathering16Dec2013.aspx

For the next six years I learned and learned and learned and learned again

By 2001 I was STARTING to learn what all truth looked like and most of the time walking free of MAJOR (10 Commandment breaking) sin

YES, I did RADICAL THINGS

I went on eight three day fasts at 10 day intervals fasting to be shown my error in the second half of 2000 and devoted my entire day 24/7 to seeking Yah for eighteen months and was unemployed without income and lived on a small income my wife had and by selling assets

I have prayed since about 1998 “show me the level of my present deception and HOW to correct it”

AND also regularly prayed “judge me severely and correct me HARSHLY that I may serve you more perfectly”

In 2001 I shaved ALL my hair except my eyebrows praying to cut off ALL ties with the world and with sin and with my past

Also anointed myself over my entire body with grape juice prayed over to represent the blood of the covenant and olive oil prayed over to represent the oil of the Spirit of Yah – three times over eight days

I wore sackcloth and ashes for a week

With three friends we immersed three times and on the third time Yahooshua walked down into the swimming pool with His arms open towards us

The first time we immersed a Sphinx like demonic object left the property

I have anointed myself and immersed myself like that several times since then

By 2003 I was consistently walking free of major sin at a level where Father could use me to bring Satan to judgment and have him sentenced for 1,000 years in the Pit

Since then I have slipped at times BUT Father has ALWAYS shown me my error, sometimes painfully, twice through fractured teeth – a particularly simple way for Him to get my attention – VERY painful J

To a point where in the last few years I am progressively dealing with my thoughts – it IS possible to ask Father to close up the cells in your brain that are programmed with sin and unclean thoughts AND it takes ongoing resolve on your part to come to a place where this is fully effective – right now this is one of the areas that I am addressing in the series of fasts that I have embarked on for my house and for South Africa

It IS possible to ask Him to limit your sexual urge to whatever your wife is willing to give you or NONE at all if you are single

Yes one DOES have to resist the enemy every day and discipline your thoughts AND Father WILL help you IF you constantly ask

AND REPENT SINCERELY

You also HAVE to know that demons exist and chose to get rid of them

Between 1993 and 2011 I have been to something like TEN different prophetic deliverance ministers with sessions ranging from one hour to two days at a time

I have been delivered of several thousand demons many of which I picked up by praying amiss

AND there is an important point

In 2010 I was shown by a highly anointed prophetic minister and her team that I had around 190 DEATH CURSES against me and that around 50 human sacrifices had been offered against me

BUT THEY HAD NOT TOUCHED ME

I had NOT had a single life threatening event or accident

I was FREE of sin that leads to death, i.e. breaking one of the Ten Commandments and although I was carrying thousands of demons and hundreds of curses they could NOT touch me

Also in 2010 I saved the life of the same highly anointed minister when Molech, one of the most powerful Satanic forces on earth, took her life.

One of her associates phoned me in Johannesburg from Zambia where I had been led by Father to take the bread and wine and repent on her behalf, we were betrothed so I had authority, and, as soon as they got me on the phone and I started to pray against what was happening the demon left saying “now you are too powerful for me” and her spirit returned to her body

What did I do?

I repented on behalf of my woman, I knew my authority in the covenant and I walked almost entirely without sin

So, when I say that WHEN you are without sin the forces of darkness CANNOT touch you I write this from first-hand experience

The biggest single issue that I have battled with is a divided house resulting from my covenant woman (wife) NOT being in submission to and agreement with me

That is one of the reasons why I have been in covenant with and divorced so many women

BUT you say, what about me, …?

You can do ALL that I have done

BUT, you do NOT have to

I have told you the way in large measure in http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/374/2012-01-05-Getting-close-to-Yah-Appropriate-prayer-and-fasting-are-VITAL-the-answer-to-doctrinal-dif.aspx

You can study what is on my website, MOST of what you will find at http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles.aspx IS largely inspired by Yah and He has said to me is of value for people seeking to draw close to Him

So, if you learn from what Yah has given me you CAN draw close faster

To illustrate

In 1996 we were facing major demonic attack, we prayed that if people were cursing us and knew what they were doing that Father would, at his discretion, return the curses 1,000 fold, the next day my wife’s former mother-in-law died, six weeks later her ex-husband was dead

I continue to ask Yah regularly to return curses

Important to note that at the time I still had major errors regarding names, person of Yahooshua, Sabbath, etc BUT I was seeking to be free and, in relative terms, we were much freer of sin than those who were cursing us and therefore judgment WAS POSSIBLE

The key thing in any battle between people that involves Yah is RELATIVE closeness to Yah and RELATIVE levels of sin

Right now the Afrikaners have MORE sin than the Africans and so judgment is coming on the Afrikaners

Some years later a woman left me for another man and died painfully

Another betrothed herself to another and he died painfully

Today, although I live in one of the three most heavily demonized cities in the world, I have NO evidence that the servants of Satan are in any material way attempting to attack me, it is my understanding that they largely leave me alone because quite a few of them have died from cursing me, etc and they fear me

So, when I write what I write I do so from FIRST HAND experience

In some respects it was easy for me, I am a Levite, descended from Moshe {Moses} and Moshe had a Covenant with Yah that one of his seed would send Satan to the Pit in 2003.  Those who were better qualified than me and more anointed were disobedient and therefore eventually the call came to me so there WAS special chesed loving kindness {grace} towards me

Also, in 1993 I came to with a serious jolt when I realized how serious my sin was and that I was on the point of being rejected for eternity, so I made a VERY HIGH QUALITY decision to serve Yah and turn from sin

I say again, you CAN follow this path IF you SERIOUSLY choose to

Note that I have NO worldly wealth and a fair amount of debt because of mistakes I have made

AND  you can learn from me IF you choose

Father has shown me clearly that if there are 100,000 penitent people at the Monument on the 16^th of December who CRY OUT for forgiveness, truly repent AND let me lead them in prayer to confess the sins that Yah is in the process of showing me that this will create sufficient spiritual balance in the favour of those who cry out that Yah WILL be able to move

And when I say “move” I am talking of potentially MASSIVE judgment on the servants of Satan such that MILLIONS may die

I hope that this answers your question?

May Yah judge me severely and correct me harshly and show me the level of my present deception and how to correct it with regard to everything that I write and publish

Warm regards and blessings,

James Robertson

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It is vital to understand that the essential message is about seeking to draw close to Yah, to please Him, to be led by Him, to keep His Commandments and then doing what one finds to do every day.

NOTE that if you regard Yahooshua as Yah in the flesh, then what is written above does NOT make sense.  Once you understand that Yahooshua was a man, like you and I, filled with the Spirit of the Almighty AND with substantial prior knowledge, THEN it becomes possible to seek to follow his example and do GREATER works than he did.

NOTE also that ALL current, widely believed doctrines of the church and believers generally are faulty to the point of being fatally flawed.  This includes some highly toxic false beliefs that are particularly dear to a large sector of the Afrikaner population.

SEE ALSO:

Yah will NOT allow his children to be tested beyond what they can endure -- http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/476/2013-10-04-Yah-will-NOT-allow-his-children-to-be-tested-beyond-what-they-can-endure.aspx

South Africa Call to Fast and Pray for Repentance and Deliverance -- http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/489/2013-10-09-South-Africa-Call-to-Fast-and-Pray-for-Repentance-and-Deliverance.aspx

South Africa Errata Prayers against witchcraft curses etc -- http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/490/2013-10-10-South-Africa-Errata-Prayers-against-witchcraft-curses-etc.aspx

There are other relevant articles on the website.

May the Almighty Creator bless you and keep you and make His face to shine upon you and give you peace.

May The Almighty Creator judge me severely and correct me harshly and show me the level of my present deception and how to correct it with regard to everything that I publish on this list. 

After posting the article “Life WITHOUT Sin” it occurred to me that there was more I could write about the subject for those who might take the topic seriously.

I will present my further thoughts as they come to me in unstructured form, much like the previous article.

In presenting this I must stress that you will ONLY come to a place where you walk free of major sin IF you seek a close relationship with Father.  You CANNOT get really close to Him if you persist in sin that He has spoken to you about AND you cannot get free of sin UNLESS you get close to Him.  It is an iterative process.

It seems to me that a helpful precursor to a journey to seek to follow the example of Yahoohua is an extremely intense decision to serve Yah NO MATTER what it costs you.  I made such a decision in March 1993 when Father turned me from suicide by speaking to me audibly.  At that point I KNEW that He was real AND that He cared enough to want to change my situation.  Very soon after that I came to understand that if I had died that day I would have been utterly rejected and been consigned to burn.  I GOT that message and it has NEVER left me.  Got a bit faint at times but never left totally, useful to fall back on when you get tempted or slip in some way.

As I see it today, over 20 years later, there is NOTHING to prevent you making a quality decision WITHOUT such an event, you MAY have to work harder to stand by your decision when the going gets rough BUT you CAN make that decision TODAY, NOW IN FACT.

I ALSO realized at that point that my intellect and understanding and all that I knew had FAILED ME and taken me in the WRONG direction and therefore I made a very intense decision NOT to rely on men to teach me and NOT to rely on my intellect to guide me but to trust in Father and ask for His guidance in all things.  As a consequence I have done NUMEROUS things that do NOT make sense to human minds but which DO make sense in spiritual terms to Father.  There are TWO completely distinct worlds that interact, the physical realm and the spiritual realm.  What happens in the spiritual realm is, simplistically, manifested in the physical realm and what happens in the physical realm generates results in the spiritual realm.  Be prepared to do things that make NO sense to the people around you – worrying about what people think is one of the BIGGEST inhibitors to serving Father.

As part of my decision to serve Father, having been profoundly influenced over several weeks by people teaching things that made sense from the bible I took my new bible and held it up to Father and declared something along the lines of “Father, these people say that this IS Your word, I choose to believe this and I ask you to answer ALL my questions”, I started reading and questioned everything.  In about eight years I read the Old Testament about 20 times in numerous translations and the New Testament about 35 times in even more translations.  I filled about 14 notebooks with what I was shown, my questions, the answers, etc.  And, at the end of that period He said to me “the bible is NOT my word, it is the work of men”!  It took me another roughly ten years to come to terms with that and work it into my thinking and a further few years to come to a point where today I think I understand the implications of this AND to hear Father say that He “HATES” the book because it keeps men and women from seeking a deep personal relationship with Him!

So, IF you want to walk the road I am writing about you need to be prepared to have just about everything you believe turned on its head or discarded completely.

Alongside these decisions I also decided that as an engineer and intellectual Father had equipped me to be an engineer and given me my intellect and that He was the greatest engineer and greatest intellectual there is and therefore He would NOT require me to compromise my intellect and therefore EVERYTHING was amenable to my being able to understand it.  On this basis I questioned EVERYTHING, at school and at University, with Father I was and am still the same.  Why this, why that, how is this, etc, etc.  And Father has answered every question. 

An extreme example: In 1995 I asked “Father why is there so much divorce in the church”, He answered me by taking me through my first divorce and then another two legal divorces and another 9 divorces in the Court of Heaven to a point where I can now say that I am fairly confident I know WHY there is so much divorce at a level where I can now look with some confidence at the task of documenting WHY there is so much divorce.  The implication, IF you are serious about serving Yah be willing to do the hard yards of getting your questions answered.  IF you are NOT prepared to discover FIRST HAND what causes divorce, do NOT ask the question or else ask me instead.  You CAN turn to my writings for answers of MANY questions so, in that respect, because I have done SOME of the work, you can take the road more easily provided you are prepared to work through the thousands of pages that I have written in the last few years and possibly some of the more inaccurate stuff that goes back more than a decade – sift the wheat from the chaff – Father never lets me go back to “fix” my previous writings, constantly moves me forward with NEW writing.

It is also VITAL that you choose to believe that ALL of Father’s promises are true.  So when He says He will “supply all your needs” and it is NOT happening it is vital to NOT make excuses, the reason is very simple, there is either something your do not understand and are therefore doing wrong OR there is sin in your life that is getting in the way.  So, when it does NOT work, get on your knees before Him until it DOES work.

In this regard it is vital to understand that there are some very uncomfortable principles like going to the one you have sinned against and repenting to them in person and restoring what you have stolen and …

Some examples:

A few weeks after Father spoke to me and turned me around He spoke to me audibly again and told me to “speak to D…” the husband of the woman I had committed adultery with.  It took me a week to pluck up the courage to phone, I phoned, my former mistress answered and told me to please leave them alone.  Father told me that was NOT good enough, I had to speak to him personally.  I prayed for an hour and phoned again.  His daughter answered and, after speaking to her father, told me he did NOT want to speak to me.  Father AGAIN told me I had to speak to the man in person.  I phoned my home cell leader and asked them to pray in agreement with me, prayed for about an hour and then phoned again.  The husband answered, I repented and asked for forgiveness, he forgave me and said some things I would not have expected.

Another occasion, speaking at two business conferences in Israel in 1996.  I had a slide at the end of my standard presentations with a cross and acknowledging Jesus as “Lord of Lords” or similar.  After visiting the Holocaust Museum I asked Father if I should remove the slide.  Instead He said “I want you to keep the slide and when you get to it I want you to acknowledge that Jesus was a Jew and apologize to the Jewish people for all the wrongs that have been committed against them in the name of Jesus”.  Throughout the first presentation I was pushing back, hoping that Father would let me off the hook.  He did not.  I gave the message.  After my presentation the Chief Executive of the company that had sponsored the conference, an Israeli Jew, came up to me and thanked me.  He advised me that there would be many older men at the next presentation who would really value my message.  I gave the message again, afterwards a number of mature Jewish men came up to me in tears and thanked me for what I had done.

In about 2002 I was attending a one week residential life skills programme with a multi-racial delegate group of about 80 people.  Father told me to stand up in front of the group, acknowledge that I was a former Commandant (Regimental Commander) and apologize to the African people in the group for the wrongs that had been committed against them by Europeans under Apartheid.  Again people in tears.

There have been many other occasions where Father has instructed me to give messages and sometimes money to people, including people hitchhiking, begging, etc.

So, IF you decide to get closer to your Father then understand that He EXPECTS OBEDIENCE and be prepared to repent, to go with messages, to go with gifts to people who you least expect.  Expect to have to deal with your prejudice and expect to clean up your life to His standards.

Father has servants amongst every people group, race, social class but most of them are NOT highly recognized by society and some are downright dirty and unwashed.  If you have prejudices expect Father to put pressure on those prejudices UNTIL you repent and get rid of them.

Regarding restitution – the restoring of things stolen.  A few months after Father turned me around both my wife and I had dreams of a disaffected former domestic worker returning to rob our house.  I prayed about it and Father said to me “I cannot protect your possessions while you have stolen goods in your house”.  He reminded me of various small things I had helped myself to while doing my post graduate studies, ranging from plastic sample bags to a small well-worn small fishpond water pump.  Nothing of major consequence but that was NOT the point.  I had to scour the house, find as many things as I could and then phone one of my former colleagues and make an appointment to return the items – not clandestinely leave them at the door.  This was about 12 years after I left the University!  I subsequently had to make two more trips as more things came to light.  I have never had the courage to show my face there again!  But I did what Father required and we were not robbed.

It is vital to note that the judgement is appropriate to the sin, so there are some things that WILL affect finances, others that will NOT.  Certain judgments, such as pride and lust will be delivered to your flesh directly.  Cancer is frequently a judgment for pride or hatred.

On another occasion Father told me to repent to my parents for not showing them proper honour and to make right from then on.

At all times I have found that when I get on my knees and Father explains what is going on it makes perfect sense – BUT YOU MUST be prepared to understand HIS way and NOT try and filter what He says through what the world has taught you or what you want to hear.

Keep in mind that He is forced to speak to you through your vocabulary and understandings, so, for you to hear Him say something you do NOT believe He will say can be a challenge and, if you are NOT receptive, can take years or you may NEVER hear Him.  If you suddenly cease hearing Him it is almost certainly because you are in sin or rebellion or both and are blocking Him with regard to something He wants to say and therefore are blocking Him totally.  That is a VERY DANGEROUS PLACE, repent, get back on track.

Remember always, IF you love Him you WILL do all you can to keep His Commandments and IF you keep His Commandments to the best of your ability He will protect you and provide for you.  Recognize also that as you grow so the standards are raised and He expects more from you and the forces of darkness focus more on you.

It WILL take time, years probably, for you to clean up your life and draw really close to Father AND it is the most valuable thing you can do with your life – see http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/205/2011-02-18-Where-will-YOU-spend-eternity.aspx

Understand also that Satan and the forces of darkness rule on earth so just about everything you come across on earth, including the church, is full of lies and error.  Just about the entire population of earth is serving Satan and NOT the Creator so do NOT be surprised by sin or the Satanic.  Seek TRUTH NOT Error:

http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/456/2013-05-01-Seek-truth-NOT-error.aspx

There is NO point in researching error, or writing about error or speaking about error.  Every person has SOME truth, seek the truth they have that you lack and move on.

Pray prayers like “Father I ask you to bring the people you want into my life and take the people you do NOT want out”, “Father I ask you to open the doors in my life that You want opened and close the doors that you want closed”, then be prepared for radical change.  In the year after I first prayed these prayers Father took just about everyone out of my life, business partner, staff, wife, etc – I was left with very few people around me.  In the process He revealed how each person He took out was betraying me, had evil intent toward me, was involved in Satanic matters, etc.

It is VITAL that you believe that Father knows MUCH BETTER than you do and that you flow with Him.

Constantly seek to be filled with His Spirit, worship regularly AND be VERY selective about the worship songs that you sing.  I have a CD of 17 songs of which I worship with about 5 regularly.  This is the essence of a collection of over 50 CD’s that I no longer listen to see http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/422/2012-10-04-Worship-Part-1-Adjusted-Again.aspx and

http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/432/2012-11-10-Worship-Part-2.aspx

Expect to have to clean up your language, NOT just curse words like “damn” and “bloody”, etc but also the true names, Yah, Yahooshua, etc AND other words that have pagan connotations like holy – use qodesh, glory – use kabad, etc which are pivotal to talking about the Creator and for which there is sometimes NO suitable English word.

Expect to fully FORSAKE Christmas and Easter, observer Yah’s set-apart days – Passover, Pentecost, Trumpets, Atonement and Tabernacles.

Expect to fast.

Expect to cease eating pork, shellfish, ostrich, etc.

The path is INDEED strait (constrained, narrow, restricted) but it leads to Yah and His Kingdom and, IF you are faithful and overcome to the END, it will lead to a high throne with Yahooshua for eternity and that is a more valuable prize than ANY OTHER.

Regarding Yahooshua – if you want to do this you need to STOP calling him Jesus IMMEDIATELY, just like you need to stop calling Yah the eternally self-existing “Lord” or “God”.

You also need to understand that Yahooshua was and is a man, the most powerful man in the universe but a MAN nonetheless and that he lived his life as fully man and emissary, spokesman (apostle and prophet) FILLED with the Spirit of Yah and that it was YAH and NOT Yahooshua who performed the miracles, etc.

The GREATEST WORK of Yahooshua was to live his life without sinning once – if you do NOT understand that he was a man you will not believe you can rise to that standard and therefore you will never try so one of the biggest obstacles for many is to get a hold on the truth about Yahooshua and STOP breaking the first commandment see http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/379/2012-04-01-Why-Yahooshua-had-to-die-THAT-way.aspx and

http://www.end-time-issue-ministries.org/Articles/ArticleViewPage/tabid/124/ArticleId/279/2011-02-16-Do-you-aspire-to-do-the-works-that-Yahooshua-did.aspx much else on the website   

I hope this gives a few more pointers to how you can draw close to Yah AND how you can come to a place where you can live above sin.

Note that it will take YEARS to work the bad habits and thoughts out of your life.  You may never fully succeed but if you do NOT make the effort those habits and thoughts will confront you on the Day of Judgment as will ALL the unconfessed sings – remember, Yahooshua came to provide a more accessible offering for confessed and repented sin NOT to take sin that you do NOT repent of.

Note that the forces of darkness do NOT know what you are thinking so judgement through them will ONLY come through your words and deeds so, to come to a place where they cannot touch you you need to clean up your words and deeds and make right however you are required to make right.  As you gain mastery in these areas Father will increasingly challenge you with regard to your thought life until He requires you to deal with even the things that are deeply ingrained from your childhood.  All this IS possible AND it requires dedication and effort and constant prayer.

May the Almighty Creator bless you and keep you and make His face to shine upon you and give you peace.